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have you been lucky?
I went out with ajji and the gang. The usual. I thought that pb would be out with his ex-gf's gf's birthday. So I went out with ajji and the gang. If no one had called me out, then I would have gone to church. But ajji called me out. And although I had pho with km this afternoon, I went out with ajji and the gang, to pho bang, and I had some pork chops with rice.
I don't believe in superstition, or anything like that. But tonight, Mike asked, out of the blue, "have you been lucky lately?" And the thing was, I have been lucky. So I asked, whether I believed in superstition, Chinese/Korean sayings, or not...why, what's up?. And he proceeds, and tells me, that he has been noticing a vein, running straight down from my hair-line to my nose, and the Chinese saying, says, that whosoever has that vein, is very lucky.
I cannot help but to say, that I have been very, extremely lucky. Such as the incident two weeks ago. I could've hit someone, killed someone; or gone to jail for DUI. Or some shit like that. Not only that, that wasn't the first time that I had drank and drove. I had always said that I was "hard knock on wood.". Simply because I just got away with a lot of stuff, even if unconsciously, that most people do not.
Yeah, I've been given many chances. And as CB unnie has said - "don't munipulate that...do better from now on."
Ahh. I'm home now. I'm angry about many things, right now. I wish I knew how to smoke a joint, and just let everything fucking be. But I can't.
Life is hard.
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